I looked for an HIV-positive man to infect me after hubby left me and married another lady - Lady reveals

Pauline Wangui is a single mother of two kids and she has painfully narrated how she looked for an Hiv positive man to infect with the virus so that she can die after her husband abandoned her and married another woman.

According to Pauline, she faced rejection when she was a young girl. Her parents mistreated her and this led her to drop out of school.

She started working as a househelp where she met her husband and they fell in love. The husband proposed and Pauline accepted to get married since no one in her family loved her.

At the beginning of the marriage, she was happy because her husband took good care of although her mother-in-law was against their marriage.

Everything changed after she got pregnant, her husband would beat her up but since she never wanted to return to her parent's house, she tolerate everything until when she was chased away and she had no other choice but to return home.

Her parents were very angry at her when they mistreated her and she decided to go back to her husband. She continued being beaten after she got pregnant with their second child.

This time, she was never chased away, her husband took all the household items and left her in an empty house.

He even opened up to her and told her that he was already in love with another lady and he had decided to settle with her. Due to rejection, Pauline tried to commit suicide many times but all her attempts failed.

She even looked for an Hiv positive man to infect with the virus so that she can die since all her suicidal attempts had already failed.

Her plan did not succeed and she claims that this is when she decided to move on with her life. Pauline has advised young girls to always walk away from toxic marriages.