Why I date married men - lady writes

My name is Funmi, I am a very beautiful lady compared to many ladies around. I am currently living in the G.R.A area of Ikeja, Lagos State. Despite having a full understanding of the risks involved in dating married men, I still find dating them far better than giving myself to single guys, especially those that are not yet ready for marriage.

Though I had engaged in double dating between two married friends before I pray to never try it again in my life. The risk involved is very high.

I don't just choose to date married men for no reason, it was an experience that thought me a lesson. I was dating this single guy when I was younger. The emotion involved was very high, I was the one calling, texting, and even doing everything he asked just to satisfy him.

I was so devastated when I caught him with fair skin lady in my area. Since that time I promise never to let any man break my heart in such a manner again. The only easy way out is to date married men with not much emotion involved.

Ever since then, things have been going beautifully for me. These married men are more experience than bachelors. They also have more money and are ready to spend for me than single guys that are scared of losing me eventually before marriage.

To be honest I feel much more comfortable dating married men than bachelors. To me dating married men is not a big deal until my friend who is now married started advising me to stop it, and that it is a shameful act.

To be honest I am totally confused and I can't think clearly at this time. Please, if you are in my position what will you do?